Surgery is scheduled.

I'm freakin out a little. I've wanted to have this surgery for .... I can't remember not wanting to have this done. I have 3 kids, gained almost 100 lbs after they were born. Had weight loss surgury in 2005 and lost 70 lbs. Now I'm left with an unrecognizable body (i.e. eeeewwwwww) So, now it's time for the body lift. I've had the consultation, scheduled the surgery and now thinking: should I just leave it alone? will the scars be worse than the hanging fat? what if I have complications? ..... Anyway, this is the start of my journey from the DUFF (designated ugly fat friend) to Hot Like Me!!!